rnj

how much more pain and disappointment will it take
before we can face up to it all and reveal the hypocrisy
how long do we have to put up with
our feelings of pride and dignity
sometimes i wonder what i'm doing
in this world
people come together like things smashing
into eachother, split up, and then that's it
everything is so quiet
like sitting docilely on the edge of the roof,
my feet dangling in space, watching an arthouse
flick being projected in mid-air,
with an amazing slow motion scene.
i should've died a long time ago

BN J MN. ZHANG

youth still lingers
in your bloodshot eyes
friends see a
young man shattered
set story into motion in
dazzling saturated emotions
reflecting only self
and the millions that
no longer have faith they
believe in nothing
no longer drunk from drinking
keep the cell phone off
empty on bravery
leave suicide for another time
better to create than possess
your love tastes
so bitter
momma always told me
love art but never love an artist

Let's GO to the AGO

 

AGO was fun.  All of the works in there are just incredible, and I got some new art supplies.  I really need to get drawing more though.  Walked home then back with Tobin.  :)

Mother's Day

Photo taken with my cell.
Mother's Day was nice, I went to a family party. It was nice seeing my cousins again, they're all so cute. I brought Tiffany a gift and she was really happy about it, and she loved it. I missed Tobin a lot.